List (10-20) things you want to say to (10-20) different people. // Sounds like fun.
Do not state who these people are. // That'd be asking for trouble.
Do not confirm or deny any comment speculation. // Since when have I listened to rules?

1. Did we see this coming, or do we just not care? // On a side note, I almost had sex with your sister once, but the phone rang.
2. I have lost respect for me, too, but you were still the one I called, the one I thought could help most. // And I was right, you did help. It hasn't been nearly as much of a problem since, but I'm still afraid.
3. I haven't seen you in too long. // If by taking a bullet or giving up a year of my life I could see you for only a day, that'd be worth it.
4. I really am afraid of you when you get angry. // The time I almost passed out, the time I couldn't breathe...yeah, fucking scared shitless of you.
5. Are you indifferent to me, do you like me, do you even care that I take up space? // I lived with you, and yet I don't even know.
6. I'm flattered, but that's still really creepy and awkward. // If you liked me, you should have just owned up, rather than trying to get someone to remind you of me. I'm sorry, but that's ...too weird for me.
7. Are you jealous of me? Should I be jealous of you? Why do people want to be like us? Am I just doing something wrong? // AND FUCKING COME VISIT!!! I'VE INVITED YOU, YOU SAID YOU'D COME. Now you're just a liar.
8. I want to be your friend, but I don't think you wanna be mine. // Just show what you really care or feel.
9. I'm happy for you, but it still hurt, and I'm not sure the pain will ever go away. Please forgive me for how I reacted. // But, seriously...how would you feel if I did that in your bed?
10. Why can't I just be more like you? // You're both my greatest hero, and one of the biggest sadnesses I've had in my life.
11. If it's not your business, butt your nose out of it. You're gonna give yourself an ulcer. // And I really don't want any ulcers.
12. You did promise that you would have sex with me, and no, I don't want to hold you to it, after all, you're engaged. I was just trying to lightly joke about it. // I've seen you naked and unconscious. If I had really wanted, I had my chance.
13. Did saying that one thing lead us to where we are now? Can we go back? I wouldn't be against trying. // ...I still think of you everytime anything involving frogs happens...or I see or frog, or frogs are mentioned...etc.
14. I've always wanted to steal her from you, even though I can't. // I love you both, but why can both of you be happy while I'm in a state of Hell and loneliness?
15. If I were gay, I would try to turn you. That's honestly how much I love you, and yes, I said love, and yes, I know how gay that sounds, but there's no other word powerful enough.
16. I'm not gay, but I am desperate. // Saying otherwise won't change it.

(I'll stop there, because 'I go bar now' and all that jazz.)

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17. If I seriously ever made you feel this way, there's no way you'd let me feel like this. // I tried to make everything work out.
18. Fuck you. // Seriously. Go sodomize yourself.
19. This town isn't right for me, and if not for you, I'd leave it and never look back. // But I can't make myself leave you.
20. Walking into the bathroom while I was showering...that was pretty well crossing the line. Have I ever done anything like that to EITHER of you? // It's not that I hold a grudge, only that it doesn't really seem ... I don't even know.
21. I know it's wrong to be attracted to you, but I can't help it. // I've never told anyone, not even you.
22. If I ever see you again, I would only slightly hesitate before giving you exactly what you deserve. // Hey, 'do unto others' and all that shit.
23. I'm trying to at least be okay with you, but you're really not making it easy. // Thoughts of "I'll hit your father so hard he can never stain the earth with another shit like you" just don't cut it when you've got your own kid.
24. I probably only like video games because of you. // And I can't even share that with you.
25. I really wish I knew your name, I hope you'd be happy to see/hear from/talk with me. // The fleeting relationships are sometimes the best.
26. I actually wish I had the balls to do it, but I doubt it would've change anything except my ego. // This is actually to 3 people...on separate occasions.
27. Kaylee, if I'd ever wanted to have sex with you, I could have. So own up to the fact that you're a lying bitch grasping for attention in all the wrong ways. I'd say everybody thinks you're crazy, but they KNOW you're crazy. I was one of your VERY few friends, and now I'm not even sure that I'd be okay having you in my presence. // Others call you a psycho-bitch...and it takes a lot of willpower to not shout out how much I agree with them.... I murmur it instead... but then blab it all out.
28. I think it's really bad how good writing down #27 felt. // Thought you should know, I can be an ass, too.
29. If I had seriously tried, would I have had a chance? // Too late now. I really need a car.
30. Why does it seem like everytime I get into a relationship with a girl, another guy comes to scoop her up just before I do? // Let's count...1,2,3...4,5,6...7(? seems like more) Well, that also includes relationships that I also ended because I'm a dumbfuck, but still.
31. I'm sorry. // What else can I say or do?